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☆ logan, she/they ☆ 21 ☆ non-binary masc lesbian ☆ i draw sometimes (mainly sevika/arcane in general) ☆ multi-fandom: dan and phil, merlin, teen wolf (thiam), 9-1-1, arcane ☆ i post a lot of whatever im currently hyperfixated on

these are the men i’ve dedicated half my life to

can’t wait for the pizza mukbang part 2

wait when arthur comes back, is he still gonna be mortal and eventually die again, like for real this time and leave merlin to mourn all over again?

being autistic and having no choice but to rely on other people but those people are often unreliable and never give clear answers on anything or often fall through with plans that you needed to do is literally my own personal hell.

first off. im not a girl. second. i never said anyone has to care about what i have to say on a queer character, (but you seem to care)

and im just calling telescope what he is. a racist.

“would you let a straight man criticize a lesbian pairing” yeah. as long as it’s respectful and warranted. i really don’t fucking care, genuinely.

my “criticizing” of tabletop is warranted bc he’s a weird racist piece of shit. hope this helps.

who tf is y’all cause i know you’re not talking to me. i don’t like ryan, i don’t talk about ryan, hell i barely post about the show in general anymore.

“an actual racist” imagine downplaying tommy being racist towards hen and chim but go off i guess.

feels like people who actually like tailgate only like him just bc he’s the first man (a racist white man, mind you) bucks kissed. like y’all are so obsessed with buck kissing another guy that y’all are ready to go to war for the first one buck kisses even if he (tablecloth) is a piece of shit. 

why is it that every fucking time i need to do something important, im never fucking able to bc something always goes wrong.

i need to go to therapy? car fucks up. i need to go the dentist? car fucks up. i need to go do something regarding my drivers test? grandmother goes into the hospital. gonna do it the next day? flat tire. need to actually schedule my drivers test for sometime this week? mom gets sick so gonna have to wait bc i need to the other thing first.

literally fuck this. im so fucking tired of not being able to do shit. everything always goes wrong when i fucking need something. and it’s not like i can just reschedule appointments or anything bc it takes so much out of me to get prepared to do the thing and when it gets taken away, i can no longer do it. i have to wait till i think im able to and sometimes it’s a long fucking time before i am.

oh i need to stop relying on other people? i literally have no fucking choice.

like i get prepared to do something then it gets stripped away from me and it takes the energy i had to do it away with it.

knew it was probably a tour and im sad bc i really don’t think i’ll be able to go with how life is rn and i don’t want to buy a ticket and then not be able to go 😭😭

oh god

“oh my god they kissed” phil…please.

i don’t know what it is but i don’t think i’ve ever felt apart of a fandom. like i post about multiple fandoms, have whole other amount dedicated to one but i still feel like i’m on the outside of them. like i just feel out of place ☹️

it sucks knowing i’m probably never gonna get where i want with my art and im always gonna hate it no matter what i do bc i can’t sit down and focus long enough to actually practice anything and i get discouraged way too easily. like the only “practice” i get is whenever i actually get the motivation to draw something and it’s very rare at this point. it just fucking sucks.

they’re looking at the screens but that’s all i got

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THIS SHIT AT THE END???