Day 26 Biking Every Day! Went too late again, am reminded midsummer has passed so I need to haul my butt out there sooner and sooner (or switch to mornings <shudder>). I started with the neighborhood, then got curious what the river park would look like. Almost stood in the water to catch the last bit of pink light in the distance, then thought better of it. Despite my effortless, delicate grace (🤣), slogging through a river in the dark with no one around could end poorly.
DAY 25 of Biking Every Day! My biceps are definitely developing, when I pull the bike up our couple little stairs, it just follows easier. T’was a short ride, I rode a few postcards for friends to the post office, including this one about the day Greg brought walnuts into our house, and then got to deliver some beans (long story) to a friend at a cafe nearby! I still very much love this biking experiment. :)
I have this ongoing mental list of minor, non-spectacular, somewhat mundane things that I think would change the world. One I added today was “eliminate pop-ups”.
Okay but you know who I feel sorry for? All the people in this grocery store who do NOT start dancing barely-perceptibly when David Bowie’s Fashion comes on. Is all I’m saying. How can you not move, just a little?
Day 24 of Daily Biking: HUZZAH! My biceps, on hiatus lo this past decade of chronic illness, have returned! As I hauled the bike back in, they ENGAGED. I’m still squishy (today I tried to tighten my abs in the kitchen so I could tell Greg to poke them and be impressed; then I literally couldn’t find them 😂), but it’s a beginning! I love evening rides but still don’t enjoy night ones. But I liked this neon sign (and our walnut tree is doing great since the ice storm!).
Day 23 of bicycling every day. Another hard chronic illness day, but then CompostableSpork and I got texting about music and it really helped take my mind off everything. I biked late to feel the cool breezes, and ended up riding for twenty minutes! It was GREAT. Took my open-ear headphones and wove all over my neighborhood with Offspring, Robert Plant, Beastie Boys, Adam Ant, INXS, and anything else that reminded me of the workouts I used to do before I got sick. It was divine. :)
“Thank god she’s finally dressed and ready for adventure. But why is she so DRY? How does she get so DRY when I licked her so much yesterday? I must MOISTEN her, MOISTENING IS THE WAY, I’ve told her this, why doesn’t she listen to me…..”
![A corgi in a lap, licking a knee (held down with one paw) repeatedly as though dryness offends him. A sweet black Lab is laying on the floor, looking up.](https://cdn.statically.io/img/cdn.uploads.micro.blog/8657/2024/0967da5501.jpg)
The moon looks golden tonight, like it was dipped in honey.
Day 22 of bicycling every day. Another very short trip, been a rough day with chronic illness and anxiety issues. I don’t even have the energy to write. I rode for about ten minutes and then came home because I was just struggling so much. I hope everyone is well!
I finished the class yesterday, learning to take an old paperback book and turn it into a hardback. My project was this precious old copy of The Wisdom of Insecurity by Alan Watts that I got in high school. It helped me with anxiety back then, which was a bit ironic - coming home from the class I had an epic panic attack in the car, my heart rate so high Greg started driving toward the ER just in case. But then it stopped, and I was okay. Brains are a handful. And Watts knew it.
Watching a movie and Finn has snuggled up. He’s too long to lay that way normally, so I set a meditation cushion on a stool and then shove that whole thing under his head, like a little couch extension. He’s used to this routine and just goes right to sleep. 😅
He looks cute, but when he eventually woke up and went to slide off the couch, he left an impressively gross trail of drool down my knee. Thanks dude.
![A corgi laying on his side cuddled up against my legs. His eyes are closed and he's sound asleep while a movie blares.](https://cdn.statically.io/img/cdn.uploads.micro.blog/8657/2024/141dbd6689.jpg)
Day 21 of bicycling every day! Still tired, but I wanted to try sketching, so I headed out to the bridge. I figured it’d be easier to sketch than a forest. I was wrong. 😂 About halfway through, a couple showed up and sat right behind me (on a long pedestrian bridge with several empty benches - why do people do that?). Tried to finish it when I got back, learned I don’t enjoy that as much, so next time I’ll just paint with an audience.
Day 20 of bicycling every day! In a lot of pain today and on the edge of a fibro crash, so I stuck close to home. I was only out for fifteen minutes or so, but as usual the positive effect on my morale was profound. This is what I find so powerful about an electric bike, that if I didn’t have the assist I wouldn’t be able to go. But with it, the barrier to a ride is so low that I can get out even on bad days, and say hello to the trees and the moon. Bikes are magic.
IT’S HEEEERRREEEE! I LOOOOoOoooVE IT! :D
Okay fellow P&P nerds remember when Jane is talking about Mr. Bingley and she’s like, “He’s JUST what a young man ought to be!” Lol this is JUST what a uke ought to be! I LOVE the bari sound, it’s so low and pretty! Will never give up my two favorite GCEA ukes but playing DGBE is SO NICE! :D
The inscription is a line from my favorite Deb Talan song, Big Strong Girl, that has gotten me through many a tough time. The date is my 50th birthday. :)
Day 19 of trying to bicycle every day! I was almost going to apologize for taking photos of the same places all the time, but something fierce swiftly cut that off - another nod to nervous system healing work: I’m apologizing less. :) I love going back to the same places. Visited my new creek, then to the pedestrian bridge over the river (under I5 as you can see). I love the color of the water on the calm side. Hung out, saying good morning to the folks who jogged past, then home!
Now that my photo printer is working, I’m digging through old photos and found this gem of Finnegan and a 12 wk-old Zoe in March of 2016. Finn was a year old. We brought this puppy home and immediately she was HIS BABY, he was OVER THE MOON with joy, in love with her from the moment we set her down in front of him. We had to set up a little fence around her so she could sleep, because he’d wake her up to play. They even shared a single food bowl for the first few years. Such sweeties.
![A black Labrador puppy sitting next to her corgi best friend, who at that moment was roughly the same size she was.](https://cdn.statically.io/img/cdn.uploads.micro.blog/8657/2024/b7b489d2-5e23-41df-9da5-fc8b685d68b2-1-105-c.jpeg)
Day 18 of cycling every day: The Finn Is Not Even Remotely Amused Edition. This is fully my fault, I completely forked this up. First: I FORGOT TREATS. EPIC FAIL. Second: in terms of minutes we were out a short time, but in terms of distance it was too far too soon. He barked and whined all the way home on the trail, a dozen people with their leashed dogs laughed as we rode by, me trying to placate Finn, Finn giving me an auditory middle finger.
Day 17 of riding every day! Tried to get out early. So many dogs today! Met Cal the tiny dog, and later Levi the Great Dane, who actually had a signal for “go meet the person” (very cool training for so huge a doggo!). Found a new wooden bridge over a pretty creek, what a little gem, so quiet. On the river counted two boaters, one wading fisherman, three kayakers, two innertubers.
Sitting on my bench next to my bike, under my favorite poplar (I’ve named it Lou), listening to people go by behind me on the trail. Two people on fancy electric bikes talked loudly about whether they should lure someone away from a position. I’ve noticed people talking business often talk very loud. Another woman with her dog, a tiny white floofbeast named Cal, who decided getting pets from me was far preferable to the march his (very friendly and warm) human was ordering. Good luck, Cal. 😅
Day 16 of riding every day: I LOVE THIS! :D Rode through the park to the bridge - a raft of laughing teens floated under my feet, I waved! The meadow is dry but full of Queen Anne’s Lace. Met Herb, who lives only a few blocks away from me, and his dog Charlie. Herb gave me lots of advice about local rides. Said hello to a young family with a new baby, said hello to my favorite poplar, said hello to a tiny grey-haired woman on a very fast bike.